The American goldfinch (Spinus tristis) is a small North American bird in the finch family.

If one lives in a place long enough, one begins to recognize seasonal cycles among some of the bird species that visit the garden each year. Many of us associate the goldfinch with the brightly colored male, the yellow bird that shows up in the spring.

For me, I think of the paler birds feeding on seeds in our flower garden before they leave for the winter. The image above evokes a feeling of anticipated nostalgia because, as we observe it, we remember it will not last.

But we remember the goldfinch clinging to plant stems in our garden last year.

And we remember their acrobatic movements, sometimes hanging upside-down to reach the seed in the remains of a flower, sometimes pulling off the petals to reach the ovary of the flower exposing the seed. Often sharing their activity with other goldfinch.

And, as I watch the birds swaying on a flower stalk, I remember a circus performance at a book fair in Tucson, Arizona, more than ten years ago. And now I recognize the acrobat as a goldfinch.

And I look across the room and see the cushion that Lilian made, and I again recognize the bird.

And I remember a short poem I wrote:

The Scientist

I heard a scientist so teach,
We crawled from slime onto the beach,
Our home the grey soup sea:
But not content to stay that way,
By Darwin we were led astray,
Reborn as chimpanzees.

On this the scientist holds fast:
Its back to dust in the great At Last;
No trumpet will be heard.
Why is it then that we look higher
With such absurd ingrained desire
To fly as if a bird?

And I remember watching a lesser goldfinch flying down to a bird bath in our Arizona garden.

Poetry at times gives way to science,
In almost speechless awe
At the sheer computing capability
That directs this bird, this drone, to fly.
Sensors seamlessly streaming
Ten thousand bits of data
To its blazing CPU that is
Something less than thimble size.
Data processed in an instant,
Firing commands that guide
The flight in swooping arcs,
Never for one moment pausing
In that speed of light tango
Of messages received and sent;
Searching for the shimmer
Of two hydrogen atoms
Covalently bonded
To a single oxygen atom
That, in its pre-programmed
DNA-lodged algorithm,
Spells water:
And this, more than all
The galaxies in night’s dark sky,
Takes my breath away:
The nervous birdbath landing
Of a Lesser Finch.